Officall cycle #1, Unoffically sneaky cycle #2 TTC
Cyce started: Jan 8th 2012 @ aprox 6:30am
Im currently CD 3 and 9 Days to O (I think)
BFN Jan 7th :(
We are offically going to start TTC!!
I guess I have been ready and sneaky about it since about April of last year. Honestly, I stopped taking my pills within the first two months of taking them. ;)
Sneaky, I know. But I have also been taking the steps to prevent it so far.
I sent SO a text last night asking what I would have to do to convince him to think about talking about a baby and he replied that it wouldnt take anything at all. He asked if I was ready to start trying!!! I know that we had talked about waiting till I was done school, but lets be realistic here.... Im 6 months away from 30 and I have been off and on the Depo shot for the last 6 years. Its going to take a hell of alot of adjusting to my life and body for anything to happen soon. I am finally getting regular cycles and Im on #4 since September (Finally). I went through a few months of no AF, then a month and a half of old AF like discharge before my body seemed to get straightened out. Ive been using an App on my phone to keep track of cycles and CM. Interesting little idea, the whole checking your cervix thing.
I have learned alot in the last year of checking my body, checking the internet and checking in books. LOL All on the sly, I think. OS hasnt said anything about it if he is wise to it all. I feel free to be able to actually talk to him about it now and I was excited to be able to mention it to April. She and I went to the Dollar Store and loaded up on O tests and BFT's. I felt like a total fool for getting tests there, but they are cheap and will give me an indication of when to use the good ones. At least thats what Im hoping for. I have been hunting down some PreSeed and managed to find some Zestica, which from what I gather is the same thing just different name. Everyone raves about it so Ill try it I guess. I have the nagging feeling that I will need the extra help and it probably wont happen on its own, but even if Im wrong, why not up the chances...Right??
I have everything I need to start out in this journey on a healthy note. I have started taking prenatal vitamins and Omega 3 suppliments. Im going to start temping as well, as I am super curious about getting all the imformation I can to do this successfully sooner rather then later. I have a whole crap load of tests of every kind and I have the sperm helper lube!!
Im excited to start trying.... to actually have a plan!
