I had the weirdest dream last night.I dreamt that I was alone, driving along a dark highway in the snow. Not the weird part. The weird part was that at some point in my dream I decided to put myself on an online dating website because I remember feeling desperately lonely in my dream. Then I remember being in a coffee shop with an ex (yuck :( ) and asking him if we were going to get back together ( could be cause of the show I watched last night. Lol) and then kissing him, and thinking it was really wet and gross. I didn't feel happy about it in my dream. Then, I was at a pool.... There was a girl I know from high school and I was there with DH. The girl asked me to get changed into a gown and we would 'take a look at the heartbeat' so I went to go get changed in the pool change room. I passed three really shallow pools that had flowers in them. Like decorative fountains almost. It was really warm and I felt relaxed. I hanged and came back and the girl was telling me that it was still early, asked if I had tested and when I said no she said it would be two more days before I would get a positive.
Holy shit!!
Two more days?? That would put me CD 17 and 9 DPO. Curious. Most of the women I hear about get their BFP at around 9 to 11 DPO.
I remember in my dream that I saw an ultrasound on the table and I could see a little baby :). Unfortunately, the dogs were moving around this morning and woke me up :( before the dream could go any further.
I have no idea what it means and I don't even know if it means anything at all. I really hope that it's some giant prophecy that will come true. I'll totally be testing in a few days.
I've been having some BM issues. I have been having a harder time lately being regular. I've never really been constipated and I can't really tell if the tender belly is bowel related or what. Interesting thing last night, I was playing (;) DH has been gone too long already) and after I finished my entire uterus was contracting and sooooo sore. It definitely wasn't bladder soreness. It was wavelike cramps just like AF but orgasm intense, right above my pubic bone and in the center. I figure that it being sore is a good sign. I haven't had any infection type symptoms so I know it's not that.
Another thing I noticed today was that my nipples are sore. Not like the sore they sometimes get when the piercings are acting up but soreness at the core of the nipple, like its inside the breast tissue. My BBs aren't really sore, just the tops are a bit swollen and the veins seem to have gone away.
My tummy is still feeling like I have a rock sitting in it after I eat and my appetite has changed. I'm leaning toward more healthy choices like veggies and water. I have had so much water in the last few days and I don't normally make that my first choice, unfortunately. I don't really have cramps anymore like I did for the first few DPO, but I do get them off and on, very lightly. I still have the soreness when I push on my belly but its not hurting while I walk around or sit anymore. I guess that if anything, its likely that it was some implantation cramping. I can say for certain that I O'ed early this cycle because my original fertile days were from January 16th to January 21st, Not the 11th to the 15th that I actually did and I have not had a change in CM since the 15th when I dried up. FXed that it all means something good!!
Im going to have to research more about due dates.. But it still 40 weeks which puts me at October 21st 2012. Lots of 1 and 2's in that date. Lol. I guess Ill be around 24 weeks on June 24th which will also mean that I will be off for the summer!! Great timing!
