So an update then:
CD6, Jan 13 2012: Watery CM, took an O test and got a faint faint line.. I have no idea if I caught it just after or if it was a fluke. I know they say it's not a positive until the two lines match or the one is darker then the test line but who knows. I get the nagging feeling that I do in fact ovulate early so we will see. I remember that on CD 9 last cycle I had chunky EWCM and didn't think anything of it because the calendar was telling me that I O on CD 12. We BDed a few times around then but no luck. Anyway the faint line confuses me. There's a picture on the bottom, can't really tell from the picture but the second one is a few days later after it dried. Faint line!! I have several tests still to use so I'll keep testing to see of I get a positive this cycle. I also plan to order O tests from online and keep testing through my cycle and on through the next one as well, if I don't get my BFP! I used a different brand later that day and didn't get a line at all. I was noticing that I was wet all day. Not EWCM just wetness. When I checked my cervix it was higher then it had been but not hard to get to. I took an HTP and got a BFN, not shocked. We BDed that night and I used the Zestica for the first time. Sex was hot, felt good with the lube but almost too wet I know DH finished because I was super wet and gooey after but it felt great in an erotic way. I stayed in bed for the rest of the night with my hips shifted up to up my chances ;)
CD7, Jan 14 2012: Jumped in the shower that morning and checked CM... EWCM. Super stretchy and LOADS of it. I had to google to make sure it wasn't just semen. From what I read, it was intact CM not from DH as sperm will not stretch like that. I think it's a good sign. I've never had EWCM like that before so FX!! My cervix was high high high, almost unable to get a good feel of it but when I did I noticed a big dimple in it. The opening was much bigger then it normally feels. Usually it's a tiny little dimple. I was wet for more or less the whole day.
CD8, Jan 15 2012: Another wet day. Not really too much to report. Had a tiny bit of EWCM in the morning. I read online that you can tell the difference between sperm and CM by putting it in water and the CM will ball up and drop to the bottom. Sure enough, it did. Crazy. I used an O test again and got a faint control line but no test line. I made sure we BDed again that night, again using the fertility lube. It's a nice wet lube, instead of the slickly oily stuff we had been using. I learned that the lube we had been using isn't very sperm friendly. Who would have thought! I've found that 4mls is way way too much. I've been drawing it into a 1CC syringe and inserting about half a CC instead. Discrete and easy. Last nights BD was FANTASTIC!! I hope that was sexy baby making sex cause it was great. I threw in a few new moves and he LOVED it!! I even got a thank you text this morning. I find that the idea of sex right now is a HUGE turn on. I haven't had to force myself to enjoy it and even super tired I was totally into it.
All of this leads me to today....CD9, Jan 16 2012
After a super hot sex weekend, the kind you have on vacation... It makes me wet just thinking about it!!! I'm exhausted, satisfied and hopeful. We did have a tiny conversation about having a baby the night he got home. He seems to be happy about it and asked if I wanted to start trying. I didn't really answer but I'm glad to know he's okay with it all. I'm excited.
Today I checked CM and nothing. I was dry dry. To the point that I didn't know of he had finished inside me or not. I didn't think he did. I asked and he assured me he did... Twice in fact. Lol. So I'm not sure why I was so dry today. I checked twice since my shower and it's dry! I mean it's not sandy desert dry but there's no EWCM anymore so I hope hope hope that I caught the big O in time. The small amount of CM I do have is watery and a bit creamy. I've read some posts on blogs and it seems that a lot of women have an abundant amount of CM after they get pregnant but some also say they were dry. Who knows. I'm not worried yet. I guess this might officially start my TWW! I imagine what a BFP would feel like and how I want to tell him and I have no idea yet. I guess I'll wait and see. I know that I won't be able to keep it a secret for long from him. I'll probably just blurt it out. :).
He may or may not go to work tonight so maybe I can sneak in another BD before he leaves ;)
PM update: Still dry. I have checked a few more times... Obsessive, I know. And Im wet, but not in a CM way. Its like a watery discharge. I have also noticed that I feel like Im drying out today. I cant get enoough water in me. I was on a transfer today and felt a quick sharp stabbing pain in my right flank/back area. It made me take a breath in... it was super sharp. I tried to move a bit to make it go away but it jusst sort of dissolved on me. I feel like Im getting a little bit crampy too. The last thing that I noticed was my lower back has started to be slightly sore. Not too bad, but its there and I noticed. Could be from lifting the fat dead guy today or it could be signs of better things to come! Lets hope the later.
