I tested last night on a total whim ....
BFP???
Really?? I mean it showed up right right away. No waiting for the whole ten mins. It was there, faint and pink. I wandered around the house in a daze until I got the courage up to ask DH if he saw what I saw. He said he saw two lines!! EEEKKK!!\
So then I posted on BabyAndBump and EVERYONE is congratulating me. EVERYONE is saying its positive. I even think it was or is or could have been.... Im not even sure what the hell it was/is/could be at this point. I went to bed thinking that I was brewing a baby.. that I was gonna be a Mommy :)
I get up this morning and look at the test, even though I know that the rule is to not read test results after the ten minute mark. The line was basically gone. WTF???
It was a faint faint line and wasnt the whole way across the + area from side to side to begin with but when I got up this morning it was just the middle that was still pink-ish. I freaked out. I ripped the plastic case off the test strip to look at it and sure enough the middle of the + line was still visibly pink. The rest of it had faded out though. I have googled THE SHIT out of it all day and I cant find a reason why it would go pink then fade out. Basically it might have been a bad test or it might have been splash (although the hCG would only show if it was in the urine, regardless of splash or not).
Of course I couldnt help myself and went to check the mail today and my HPTs from the internet were there, thank god!!
I ran home and didnt bother to pick up anymore (I had 2 extra sensitive and 2 regular ones) cause I figured I was set. I would just calmly drive home and use the regular one and get my BFP.
NOT HOW IT WENT.
I ended up using 3 of the 4 test and then thinking 'They must be a bad batch" and ran into town to get some legit ones.
I get home with 90$ in HPTs, three different kinds, to be exact. I rip open the FRER 6 day ( like the one I got my + on last night) and confident that Im going to just be able to laugh this all off, I POAS.
NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING.... Seriously?? What the HELL!!!
Im so confused and I actually lied to DH about testing again today. He asked if we got two lines again and I told him I was going to wait till I got back from working out of town before I tested again. I packed all the party favors incase AF shows but Im so desperatly hoping that she doesnt!! I cant imagine the low I might have to feel tomorrow if I get AF. UGHHHHHH!!!!
My BBs are HUGE today and started getting sore last night (tiny tiny bit) and then today they are super sore to brush against. I am hungry more and getting full faster. Smells are stronger, or so they seem. Im cramping on and off and have been since yesterday evening. CP is still high and firm/medium and was watery but now its more or less dry. CO is still feeling like its open. I have a wicked sick tummy tonight. Ive been in and out of the bathroom with terrible bowel cramps. Still no AF even though I have loose BMs. Im scared to wipe and see blood. I dont really have AF cramps right now but I dont know if I could feel them over the bowel cramps.
Im basically making myself crazy and Im sure that tomorrow I will feel like an ass for showing DH the test last night. I should have waited till I was late late.
On to next month and some PreSeed I guess.... I am counting myself pitifully out :(
