I have no idea if I O'ed or not yet. I think I have. I'm almost positive that I have. And, bold I know, but I am almost positive that I am going to find out that I am pregnant in a few weeks. I have still been dry, but wet at the same time. I am dry when I wipe but then I check my CM and its watery and wet around my cervix. Another odd change that I noticed today that confuses and interests me is that I felt a bump on my cervix today. Where the dimple is, it felt like a bump pushing outward instead of a dimple inward. Its super weird, but it doesn't worry me. I am a bit excited that there is a change that I noticed this cycle. Ive been having dull aching in my pelvis all day with it getting stronger around 2pm. Its almost like AF pressure, but with a quick twinge here and there. And not even close to as intense. I had a bit of heartburn that started around 3 or 4 pm. I didn't feel like eating so I nibbled a bit instead.
Tonight I rechecked my CM and its still dry on the outside, wet feeling on the inside and a tiny bit of sticky white CM when I really sweep. I don't know what to think. I went for a bath and when I got out I was having little bouts of queasy feelings and a wicked dizzy spell after getting up too fast then leaning down. I had to squeeze my eyes shut and wait for a few seconds. I'm not sure whats going on! I almost feel like I'm getting the flu or something. I have had a runny nose for the last three days. I'm bloated too. I took some of my psyllum fiber to see if I can get some things moving and see if the bloating goes down.
Part of me is super excited by the cramps and the dizzy spell and the feeling sick. I don't want to read too much into it but I'm hoping so hard that I may have a shot this month. I was actually really disappointed last month when AF showed up. I think that keeping this all to myself instead of sharing it with DH is keeping the stress to a minimum. I don't feel like I can analyze every 'symptom' with him and get his hopes up too. It would be so great to just tell him without going through the ups and downs together. Ill leave that for the actual pregnancy :) I think alot about how I'm going to tell him when it happens.
I tested again with an O test and got a faint link on the positive side, which confuses me because of my CM. I don't know what to think. I guess if I have to do another cycle then Ill have to order some OPK's and do them every 12 hours like all the websites say to. I was and still am really hopeful that the one I saw on CD6 (Friday the 13th) was right. I'm already doing the count down... Only a million days to go!
Count down to Feb 2nd.... 15 days to go!
