3+5- March 28th

I am still peeing on things.

I have a problem. I know that I do. I am so excited to see lines and YES on the tests that I cant help myself. I am almost out of ICs and I thought 'Hmm, I should order some more'. Im not really sure that it makes any sense at all to order more pregnancy tests when I am already pregnant and KNOW I am. :)

The lines are getting nice and dark on the ICs too so that makes me feel better.

Last nights shift went pretty well. I dont feel too tired yet. Im not too hungry or feeling sick either. Fingers Crossed that that stays away for a while.

I talked to Dr. Shepershad yesterday in Emerg and asked if he was taking Pts, and he told me yes to just call and make an appt at the office. [img]http://emoticons4u.com/happy/050.gif[/img]

Im happy to be able to choose the doc that I can see and I hope that he will follow me through my pregnancy since I think that he will be easier to persuade into letting me deliver in B.C. and letting me stay on car longer.

WE ARE PREGNANT!!!! 3w4d

I have been getting some faint faint lines on my IC tests since 8 DPO. The kind of lines that you have to twist and turn the test and look at it in the right light and squint. But today I got a pretty dark line on them so I thought that I would take an Equate blue dye, even though I know they are terrible for evap lines.  It came back suspiciously positive looking... Soooooo, I took a First Response Digital test.

YES YES YES YES YES!!
 No doubt about it now.  Looks like we made a Birthday baby and Matt with get his Christmas gift!!  lol  Should be an interesting year.  Its just in time to have a Dragon baby too! 

December 8th is my EDD!!

7 DPO- March 22nd

So for the last few days I have been an emotional wreck.  I cried all day yesterday and I dont know why.  Its different from the depression that I had years ago. I wasnt in a panic and didnt feel like I was losing control. It was more of a wave of crying that I couldnt fight. I wasnt scared or angry or sad, per say.  I have been sad since Cinder got sick on Monday but the crying wasnt really from being sad. I picked Matt up from work since I needed to get out of the house for a bit and the second that I started to talk to him about my bad day, I started to cry again.  No control at all.   Maybe I was just tired since I feel alot better today.  I did have a moment this morning reading something on facebook where I teared and felt like I couldnt stop the crying from coming.
Today my BBs are getting a little tender.  Its like they are deep tissue sore more so then swollen and painful. Its weird.  Ive already caved and tested a few times and Im driving myself crazy since its obviously BFN right now.  The belly is still there... which I hope isnt just an addition of fat cause if it is then baby making will be off the table for a few months for me to lost weight. Its disgusting if its not baby related. It's really getting me down.
Maybe tomorrow I'll get my answer

CD 12- March 13th

Here are some pictures from the last few days.  My 'Series' shots!

CD 11- March 12th

I have been neglecting my posts... again!  After I said I would post pictures. Its hard to do when Im at work.  I have been getting some nice lines on my OPKs but still not anything +.

I am trying to test a few times a day but it seems that I have slacked off on that too. I am not so concerned with CP and CP or the OPKs this time around.  I am hoping that my ace in the hole is going to be the PreSeed.  I WILL have a March baby.

I work for two nights (CD11 and CD12) but I think if we manage to BD once at some point during those two days then we will be fine for O time.

CD7- March 8th

My posts will start off with my OPKs from today on!

I want to take a picture of them every single day and add the 'fresh' images here cause comparing the dried ones are getting tough. lol

So here is todays OPK.  Negative, but Im getting crazy second lines. Not like last month. It was to the point where I took a HPT in the hopes that it was picking up hCg. No dice... but beautiful lines even so!! 

I can NOT WAIT to get the big bright second positive line this month. I feel really good about this month!

I have been researching Zestica and PreSeed the last few days as well. (Ah, the luxury of four days off!) And I think, after playing with both lubes and seeing what they looked like and such, that Zestica is too watery to be helpful. I smeared a little on a piece of paper and the Z dried with an pily streak. The PS didnt leave anything behind. Also, when I stretched the two between my fingers the PS had some good stretchy rebound to it, just like EWCM. The Z didnt.  It was less shape forming. Interesting. Im glad I went with the PreSeed this month.  I have a whole tube and Im going to test out some tonight to see how much is enough/too much. 

CD 6- March 7th

CD6 already.  I guess based on my O date last cycle, Im looking at about 9 more days till O day this cycle.   Its happening so fast.  Then Ill be back in that terrible TWW. That is something that Im not looking forward to.  I hate the waiting.  This time I have ordered a few hCG tests to keep my POAS addiction fed.  I dont want to test early again this cycle but I think I already know that I will.   I have to know!!!  Its a sad and terrible thing, but I think that (I hope that) this month is our month... So many good things happening.  Its DHs birthday, St. Patties day (Little Irish Luck??), our due date would be close to Christmas, and its right before our 2 year anniversary.  Crazy that its two years already!! It would be a great time to be able to go visit Kitimat in May or June and tell everyone.  Plus Ill be able to sport a small bump through the summer, which means I can still garden and sun tan, and then start my Mat Leave in Sept, right in time for school!  Lots going on but the dates seem good.  Just have to keep Operation EMSP in motion.   Even my work schedule is clear for my O days and, AND its the weekend of DHs birthday so the BDing will be happening anyway.
I have noticed (maybe just wishful thinking, since I KNOW AF was here just days ago) that my BBs are a bit bigger.  Not sore but the veins are more pronounced.  I guess thats something left over from last month maybe.
I am gonna save most of my blogging for the TWW!!

Cycle 3- Operation SMEP!

So I got a heavy wickedly painful AF on March 2nd.  Im sure it was an Early M/C.  I have no other reason to be four days late.  Everything that was going on was pointing toward pregnancy.
Im not going to dwell on it.

That leads me (Us) to here.
Cycle #3  Third time is the charm and all that crap   lol

I have a plan this time.  I am stocked with a billion OPKs to feed my POAS addiction.  I have PreSeed, since Im seeing so many BFPs online with it, and Zestica proved to help but be a true Canadian disaster.
I also have a calendar full of dancing ladies... My little take on BabyDancing.  lol

Todays run down:
CD 6 - OPKs negative, No symptoms unless you count my left over sore back from last cycle.  My hips started killing me about three days before AF showed.  Maybe that was a sign of my Early m/c and I didnt know it.  :(  Anyway, I am excited about this month.  Again.  I know I was last month but this month might be a better time to get on the Baby Train.  It would mean that my due date would be December 7th 2012.  A nice little bundle of joy for us as a Chirstmas gift.  Plus this is our year off of DSD, so it would be PERFECT to have a baby and be able to get home this year.

My CP is all over the charts, so Im just checking for fun but not really paying attention to the height or anything.  I am more interested in my CM, which I am still trying to match to my OPK +.

We did get some practice BDing in with a little slippery help.  I am using the last bit of Zestica just to get it out of the house, plus since its super early in my cycle I dont want to use my PreSeed too soon and run out.  

Looking forward to my little Leprechan bean!!