5w3d April 9th 2012

I think I wrote a post on my phone at 4w1d, but now for the life of me cant find it. :(
Anyway, things are going well. I still cant believe that we have known for 2 weeks!  Its flying by.  I had my first bloodwork drawn last week and have to go get the results sometime this week. I have booked a prenatal appointment with Dr.Edwards for May 14th, so I think Ill get all the history and measurements taken then. Im a bit worried about her.  From what I have seen professionally, she isnt the most friendly lady in the world but since she is the "Baby doctor" in High Prairie, I guess shes the go to Doc.  I have to get an internal done, which Im not looking forward to at all. I was a bit sad to hear that they only start doing ultrasounds at 20 weeks here!  Thats so long!!  Im going to see if I can get one earlier then that.  I mean, waiting till its half over is a bit crazy. I have another appt with the Doc on Friday so maybe I can convince him then!!

3+5- March 28th

I am still peeing on things.

I have a problem. I know that I do. I am so excited to see lines and YES on the tests that I cant help myself. I am almost out of ICs and I thought 'Hmm, I should order some more'. Im not really sure that it makes any sense at all to order more pregnancy tests when I am already pregnant and KNOW I am. :)

The lines are getting nice and dark on the ICs too so that makes me feel better.

Last nights shift went pretty well. I dont feel too tired yet. Im not too hungry or feeling sick either. Fingers Crossed that that stays away for a while.

I talked to Dr. Shepershad yesterday in Emerg and asked if he was taking Pts, and he told me yes to just call and make an appt at the office. [img]http://emoticons4u.com/happy/050.gif[/img]

Im happy to be able to choose the doc that I can see and I hope that he will follow me through my pregnancy since I think that he will be easier to persuade into letting me deliver in B.C. and letting me stay on car longer.

WE ARE PREGNANT!!!! 3w4d

I have been getting some faint faint lines on my IC tests since 8 DPO. The kind of lines that you have to twist and turn the test and look at it in the right light and squint. But today I got a pretty dark line on them so I thought that I would take an Equate blue dye, even though I know they are terrible for evap lines.  It came back suspiciously positive looking... Soooooo, I took a First Response Digital test.

YES YES YES YES YES!!
 No doubt about it now.  Looks like we made a Birthday baby and Matt with get his Christmas gift!!  lol  Should be an interesting year.  Its just in time to have a Dragon baby too! 

December 8th is my EDD!!

7 DPO- March 22nd

So for the last few days I have been an emotional wreck.  I cried all day yesterday and I dont know why.  Its different from the depression that I had years ago. I wasnt in a panic and didnt feel like I was losing control. It was more of a wave of crying that I couldnt fight. I wasnt scared or angry or sad, per say.  I have been sad since Cinder got sick on Monday but the crying wasnt really from being sad. I picked Matt up from work since I needed to get out of the house for a bit and the second that I started to talk to him about my bad day, I started to cry again.  No control at all.   Maybe I was just tired since I feel alot better today.  I did have a moment this morning reading something on facebook where I teared and felt like I couldnt stop the crying from coming.
Today my BBs are getting a little tender.  Its like they are deep tissue sore more so then swollen and painful. Its weird.  Ive already caved and tested a few times and Im driving myself crazy since its obviously BFN right now.  The belly is still there... which I hope isnt just an addition of fat cause if it is then baby making will be off the table for a few months for me to lost weight. Its disgusting if its not baby related. It's really getting me down.
Maybe tomorrow I'll get my answer

CD 12- March 13th

Here are some pictures from the last few days.  My 'Series' shots!

CD 11- March 12th

I have been neglecting my posts... again!  After I said I would post pictures. Its hard to do when Im at work.  I have been getting some nice lines on my OPKs but still not anything +.

I am trying to test a few times a day but it seems that I have slacked off on that too. I am not so concerned with CP and CP or the OPKs this time around.  I am hoping that my ace in the hole is going to be the PreSeed.  I WILL have a March baby.

I work for two nights (CD11 and CD12) but I think if we manage to BD once at some point during those two days then we will be fine for O time.

CD7- March 8th

My posts will start off with my OPKs from today on!

I want to take a picture of them every single day and add the 'fresh' images here cause comparing the dried ones are getting tough. lol

So here is todays OPK.  Negative, but Im getting crazy second lines. Not like last month. It was to the point where I took a HPT in the hopes that it was picking up hCg. No dice... but beautiful lines even so!! 

I can NOT WAIT to get the big bright second positive line this month. I feel really good about this month!

I have been researching Zestica and PreSeed the last few days as well. (Ah, the luxury of four days off!) And I think, after playing with both lubes and seeing what they looked like and such, that Zestica is too watery to be helpful. I smeared a little on a piece of paper and the Z dried with an pily streak. The PS didnt leave anything behind. Also, when I stretched the two between my fingers the PS had some good stretchy rebound to it, just like EWCM. The Z didnt.  It was less shape forming. Interesting. Im glad I went with the PreSeed this month.  I have a whole tube and Im going to test out some tonight to see how much is enough/too much.